Day one.

Me again! 

Today was my first full day of living with the fact that I now have cancer, such a cheerful thought, right? Surprisingly enough, today has been a good day.

It started with an early trip to the hospital for some pretty standard blood tests; big shout out to St Albans Hospital blood clinic - I was in and out in about half an hour, it was brilliant! During this trip I decided that it was time to tell my closest friends, I would be upset if they found out by accident so felt that today was a good day to tell them. Shamefully this was via the not-very-personal medium that is Whatsapp, I am sad about that but at this stage I struggle to explain it to people without bursting into very messy tears. So that was that. Afterwards I was very glad that I had told them as I was then enveloped in a whole load of love, which was very much needed on my first official day of dealing with the fact that Larry is, to put it bluntly, an arsehole. Tell me off for swearing if you want but it's the truth, he is just that. Next step is to tell everyone else but I haven't quite got to that yet, there's always tomorrow (in my case I hope this phrase continues to be true for many years to come).

Other than that today has been beautifully mundane; a day of dog walking, crocheting and watching crime shows with Warren (who worked from home today). You know what? I have loved every minute of it - I'm not feeling particularly mundane with these current events so it's nice to think that life goes on pretty much the same in spite of Larry (the arsehole). So yeah, that's my day, hope yours was awesome too.

Love, Meg and Larry xx

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